THE David MINI-DESPEDIDA.

So at the end of the song, At the Beginning, I found myself crying.

I went to hug Alyssa and told her that I'm going to miss her BIG TIME, and then I looked up to see him just standing there. And then I hugged Alyssa again and told her I'm going to miss her BIG TIME, totally ignoring HIM. Not even a pat in the back, no.

DEMMIT.

I'm not saying that if I did go to him and gave him an acknowledgement, there would be a positive response; but perhaps if I did do something- anything, how the day ended would be much much different. And I wouldn't be musing about it in this journal.

GAH. I hate the feeling of REGRET.

There is a freakishly unbreakable GAP, I just know it. He knows I'm crushing on him because of the constant teasing and he's feeling awkward about it 'cause that awkwardness SHOWS. I don't know. Maybe it's just me.

I just feel bad about not giving him a proper goodbye, you know. And yeah, I admit, I feel sad that daydreams will remain as daydreams.

And I feel terrible that there wasn't a closure- you know, a proper acknowledgment that they would be gone a week from now. That's the bad part. I hate it when the closure is not there. It just leaves you hanging. It's almost as bad as the feeling of REGRET.

You don't have a clue
What it is like to be next to you
I'm here to tell you
That it is good, that it is true.

I know I'm going to regret writing this in the morning.

MARION CAUSING

One year nalang College na.
Excited na sa college life at sa pagtatahak ng landas ng tunay na mundo.
Isa sa mga nagnanais pumasa sa ATENEO. Proud Atenista.

A hopeless romantic, sucker for romantic comedies, college lovelifes, and ironically, also "boy films" (A term coined for gorey, thriller films). Lives a life filled with ironies (i.e. I call myself lazy yet determined).
My one true refuge: God.

1Sam16 : 7 "Man looks at the outward appearance but the Lord looks at the heart"

Loves and obsessions. PNE. Spongecola. Strawberries! Eman's sense of humor. Reggae music (don't care about the specifics. As long as it's Caribbean reggae, it's all good)

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