You go from one emotion to another so fast
and so often, it's hard to keep track! but you're
intelligent. You are also bold and daring, and you
enjoy the finer things in life.
{Your love match: A man who can accept that he
may not be your no.1 priority}
Okay, this is quite depressing. Hahah. But sometimes those things that hurt you are those things which are real.
Ah. Grabe. Eto dn, mas nakakaasar. Hnde ako nakapunta sa kumpil nila kuya Jo. awww. Kasi naman si popadear, ayaw ako payagan kagabi ksi gusto nia ako magattend ng Taekwondo. In all fairness, masaya na ko sa taekwondo ngayon. NATIONALS NA SA SATURDAY... support! Har har. Kicks!
love unfalling....
overtaking my heart...
you take me in...
finding peace again...
fear is lost in all you are..
and I would give the word
to tell your story....
'cause I know that you've called me...
I know that you've called me...
I've lost myself for God
within your promise...
and I wont hide it....I wont hide it...
Jesus,I believe in you
and I would go...
to the ends of the earth
to the of the earth
for you....alone are the son of God...
and all the world will see
that you are God...
that you are God...
Bago ang lahat (si kuya joeld lang ang luma- woeh, nanguha ng linya), magsosorry nga pala ako sa mga nagbabasa ng mga entries ko na hnde makarelate dhel puro YFC issues ung nakalagay. Heheheh. Sorry na. sorry na. Papangunahan ko na, isa nanamang hirit to. XD
Seryosohang usapan muna. Realizations: Sector Assembly (pictures coming soon........)
I am blessed. I consider myself blessed because I was one of those who had the privelege to get to understand and give importance to my relationship with God through other people. I consider myself blessed because just a few hours ago, I became a witness to how God worked miracles in other people's lives. I became a witness to how majestic God truly is. I realized that even with my lousy lovelife, I am still blessed. Blessed to have wonderful friends who supports me and accepts me for who I am, blessed to have passing grades in my academics, blessed because I have a wonderful family behind me and my relationship with them is okay, blessed to have something to spend for my needs, blessed because I'm still studying, blessed because I can see, hear, speak, touch, smell.
Naaalala ko tuloy ang kwento ni kuya Pask noong nagtongue's workshop kame noong 3rd Youth Camp. Isang deaf mute, nagppreach at nagwoworship kay God. Sha na kulang ng dalawa sa kanyang five basic senses, nagagawang magfull worship, nasasabi na blessed parin sha despite her condition, nagpapasalamat sa Diyos sa kung ano man ang meron sha. Bakit tayo, hnde man lamang natin magawa? Hnde man lang tayo nakakapagallot ng kahit na 5 minutes para lang magpasalamat dahil kahit na anu man ang condition natin, we are still blessed because we are still living.
Tagos. Sana narinig din to ni LAGI NALANG BANG IKAW. We are blessed to be witnesses of God, yes but the love of God is overflowing. Hnde sapat na tayo lang ang manourish. This is what you call, true service. You could only serve God through serving his people and serving his people shouldn't just stop at one thing. True service is when you also let others experience God. This is the true essence of being a YFC. To introduce God to those people who don't know him. Sobrang nakakaflatter lang because we are called to be disciples of Christ. Through YFC, hnde lang tayo ang naggrow, tinutulungan pa natin ang iba maggrow. Hnde ba mas maganda? Sabi nga sa YFC. In 7 years' time, the world would bow down to Christ. Tagos. Kung tatanungin mo ko, this is how we could truly achieve peace in our selves and in the world.
Friend#1: Dba alam natin na hnde selfish na God si God? E bakit nia sinabi na dapat sha lang daw ang dapat nating mahalin?
Friend#2: Dahil kung minahal mo ang Diyos, lahat sayo, tama.
Ano pa ang mali mo kung susundan mo lang sha? He is perfect with him alongside us, we could also achieve near perfection. Nakakakilabot noh kung ano ang nagagawa ng faith.
Lesson learned: Don't be something you're not in order to please other people
For quite a time there, I seemed to have forgotten myself perhaps because of being blinded by the awful effin GEE. In the end though, turning myself into someone I'm not didn't pay off. It's actually quite not good on my part and on the part of the $%@^%&^@#^&!*^#$!^@&#*$@^&%#^!$#^&$ Gee as well. I even think that all the time, we were both playing roles. Tama si pareng eizel, mas ideal nga talaga ang guy na sups. XD At least the sincerity is there. Pero don't get me wrong, the thing is that I was actually very sincere about everything tas biglang ganun. Gets? It sucks.
Hay.. mei ugali kasi sha na hnde ko masasabi dito dahil baka blogger dn pala sha at mabasa nya toh. Aba mabibisto ang lola mo at lalaki ang ulo ng lolo mo. Palalalain pa ata. Pakshet na tao yan. Haha. Awat na nga. Eto nanaman si lola- in and out of love ang drama. Kaya nga naman, natutunan ko rin na it is best to be sure 100% on your feelings before you believe in something. EWWW! Emo. Har har. Lagi naman akong nagaganito. Parang kay PG1 dba? Mei bagay na ikatutuwa mo tas sasabihin ng lahat na un na nga un tas all of a sudden, wala talga. Hinayupak na mga lahat yan. Hahahah. Isa sa dahilan ng pagpapaasa. XD
Napapaisip tuloy ako ngayon. Take note ngayon palang a. E mejo lang naman matagal tagal na dn 2. Har har har. Last last year *EDIT* pa ata.
Another lesson learned: Bitterness doesn't help anyone
Humanap ka ng panget, ibigin mo ng tunay- hahahaha. eto na pala nalang yung ginawang motto. Joke lang. Foul.
Bad marion. XD
EDIT: year pala hnde month. wrong info.
Talo kame sa English :( . *We're craving for vocabulary to explore some more*
"Halikinu Kinikina
Halikinu Kinikina
Yea bo yea bo Ateneo rah!
Halikinu hu
Halikinu rah
Halikinu kinikina
Rah rah rah! "
Nagsimula na ang UAAP last saturday and Ateneo won. YEAH! Pero against NU Bulldogs lang so it's a given. Haha. Joke. It's actually quite sad since I didn't get to watch this because of some um... affairs. Heheh. You know, busy senior life.
[[Onga pala, kelan na ba irerelease ang ID? Excited na ko magpakaabuse ng authority. Har har har. Joke lang. Kasi naman. Triple pa ata ng height ko ang height ng mga 3rd year ngaun. Tsk. Hehe. ]]
Anyway, going back. I could actually foresee it already. This year's UAAP season would be less exciting than last year's or the years before that. One reason would be because the good... (looking?) ones aren't there to play anymore. Kahit na mahirap man aminin, UAAP isn't UAAP without DLSU participating in it. I mean, where would the thrill because of rival schools be? Don't get me wrong though, I'm a true-blooded atenista in and out (at least for now, that is... my future depends on the ACET results. Har har har). Pero sayang lang talaga, it was actually the rivalry between ADMU and DLSU was actually the spice of the UAAP. Khet na aminado ako, mei iba ding mas magaling pa sa two schools like *ahem* FEU. Pero gets... iba talga ang rivalry. Nakakamiss na din siguro yung sobrang enthusiastic na crowd na todo todo kung magsupport at mangantyaw. Sa mga pikon na kalokohan na dn ung ginagawa sa mga foam glove echos and mentos balloons. haha. O kaya yung mga sapakan ni Yeo at nung kung sino pang nayayabangan sa kanya. Ang pagsisigaw ng "You suck Yeo!" na kala mo isusuka mo na bituka mo. Hay... ang saya nun, in fairness. Hahah. Pero who knows, it might turn out well.
YFC people: HAHAHA. Wala na tayong issue. Cased close. XD
... at may sim card na ko!!! HAHAH. mei bago na kong number... kelangan ko nalang cellphone. Tsk kasi, nanakaw pa.
picture taken from:
RAPEMYSKIN
Visual Poise. Personality development kanina. Haha. Nakakatuwa. Sabi daw nila, pag labas daw dapat masasabi mo sa sarili mo... "I'm Beautiful". Kala ko pa naman, lahat iaambush makeover. Tatlo lang pala. Sayang. Hahahah.
Pero ayos lang dahil sobrang naenganyo kami nila Jamie na magpakalady-like. Nyahahah. At magkakaroon kame ng glamour day. AHAHAH. ang ganda pakinggan. One time big time na kung kelan kame pupunta sa either bahay nia or kay Celine para lang magpicture-picture at magmake-up make-up. Ahahah. Touching up ang mga bru. Tamang tama, mei garden sila-- feeling diyosa ng kagandahan. HAHAHAH. Parang ilang inches away nalang ako sa paghahabol sa karir ko sa pagiging model. Pesteng height requirement. XD Haha. Joke.
Actually, narealize ko. Lahat naman talga ng tao maganda dahil meron taung sarisariling kanyakanyang (redundant?) features na unique lang sa kanila. Beauty lies on the eye of the beholder. We shouldn't just focus our attention on the people who put us down because of our physical appearance. You might never know but there's surely one person there who would think that you are the prettiest thing ever created by God. Awww. Ang ganda naman.
Kaya naman dapat talaga nating tangkilikin ang sariling atin. Nakakahiya lang talaga isipin na pati mga girls sa ibang bansa pumupunta pa sa bansa natin para makapasok sa isang modeling career dahil we, filipinos, daw ay fond of people who are tall with white complexion. [[ Teka pala, icclear ko lang. Hnde ko toh sinasabi para maging bitter a. Nyahaha. Ew naman o. ]] Hnde ba talaga nakakahiya? Sa dami naman ng magagandang pilipina jan *ahem* *ahem* Haha joke. How could we improve our culture kung ang kagandahang pilipina ay hnde natin talaga tinatangkilik. Tingnan mo nalang. Ano ba ichura ng mga nananalo sa binibining Pilipinas? Naman.
Ikatlong entry in one day. Ha ha ha. Oi, pagbigyan, bagong layout. Pagsasawaan ko muna.
Dumalaw lang ulit ako para sabihing...
PAROKYA NI EDGAR is now officially a LEGEND!!!... sabi sa SOP. Heheh. Napag-isip tuloy ako, hnde naman siguro sila ganun katanda diba? Nyahah. Antique na pala. Hnde nman siguro ako nauuto.
Super saludo talaga kay Chito at kay Buwi. Super funny. "Ang message ko lang sa inyo..." *tingin sa cellphone* "natanggap mo na?" hahahah. Ang cute.
... speaking of cute. Grabe na to.
Ang cute nia tlaga noong other night. Hahahah. Super baet. Minsan ka nalang makakita ng ganitong klaseng tao na hnde nagpapaapekto sa mga nangyayari sa kapaligiran niya. Masaya ang buhay pag ganito. Hahah. Sobrang kahet na malabo, umaasa pren ako. KORNY. haahahah. Parang pang-textmessage na baduy. hahah. Joke lang. Pero di nga, ang cute nia. Sha yung isa sa mga kakilala kong matino at maayos ang pamumuhay. Ha ha ha. Kinikilig nalang pala nanaman dito. Napakacute kasi ng kaibigan niya e- ansarap ibalot tapos ibato sa ilog. He he he. Joke lang, bad pala yun. Bubutasan ko nalang yung balot para makahinga. Har har har. Baaaad.
The deadliest of all sins. Pride.
Ikkwento ko lang, mei nabuong bagong issue. Patay na sana nabuhay at binubuhay pa. In my opinion, pride on both sides is the main root of all this. Nasabi ko na insights ko tungkol dito kay Kuya Joeld, beloved chapter head. Kung matagal palang at pinabayaan na, hindi na sana nabuhay pa. Ngayon naman na pinapatay na ulet, mas lalo pa ulit pinagyayaman ng nasa kabila. I think it is best for both the ministries to just give way so that it may all end in peace. Naman o. We're serving in the same parish. We're serving the same God. Irespeto nalang ang desisyon ng bawat side. Un kasi ung kulang e.
If we let ourselves be driven by our emotions, nothing is then left for us. Hayaan nalang natin. Yung nangyari before, nangyari na.
Teka, mei iiinsert ako. May bago akong natutunan kagabi ayon kay Kuya Joeld translated in english by: Herbs.
Kapag may 'unusual' negative event na nangyayari sayo. There're five ways of dealing with it.
1. Understand.
2. Try.
3. Share.
4. Help.
5. Above all, Pray.
