I call for an EMO moment.

It's really surprising how one could seem so happy yet deep inside that someone really isn't. It's surprising how good an actor someone could be. Days come and go, and you think that at some point that feeling you feel could just disappear, dissolve in the air as you breathe. As if it was all that easy. I don't know if this could be what you call an exaggeration or a hyperbole but it's that. That's how EMO someone could be.

Depression overflows. Kung baket, hnde ko rin alam. I suddenly feel... negative, if you'd know what I mean. Sobrang low ng self-esteem ko ngaun and I feel it getting even lower. I feel unattractive, ugly, suddenly so un-smart.Nakakairita. I just don't feel good about myself anymore. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.......... Ang EMO talaga. Seryoso, nakakainis dn ung feeling. Parang walang mei gusto sau. It SUCKS MAX!






But Anyway...




YFC! Masaya in one way. I found two new "bestfriends" haha. Enjoy pala pag mei ganun ganun effect. Actually sobrang filled with drama kanina. Hindi ko nga inakala na magbuburst ako dhel sa isa kong kaYFC-mate. Nung una kasi parang akala ko pajoke lang ung pagtataray nia tas tumagal ng tumagal, sobrang maiyak na ko sa inis nung time na un a. Ngayon ko lang ulet naexperience ung ganung pagburst aside sa outburst ko nung kinukwento ko sa isa kong friend ung kinaiinisan ko na isa pang friend. Pero luckily, it was all resolved. Sobrang drama promise. Sabi nia magqquit daw sha pero sobrang pinigilan namin sha tas sobrang nagiyakan. Tas on our way back na, may inamin pa ung isa naming kaYFC na meron shang crush sa chapter na more than crush pero lower than love. Hmm... Nakakaintriga. Tas uwian na.

Thinking back, actually, parang feeling ko tuloy hindi ako isa sa mga andun. Like I'm seeing it all like a movie of some sort. Kasi all the positive feelings simple faded away. It's hard. :(

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